Catharsis
By Ratty St. John
For the first time in months, I ordered us lattes.
Tall, double-shot, with a crown of whipped cream and two cinnamon sticks plunged deep in the foam. When drowning in a fetid lake, I reasoned with myself, what was the use in shaving? Clean-cut or indulgent with stray bits of fat and scruff, I was still toeing a vicious tide for which my body needed bulk. Sooner rather than later, my pockets would empty. In anticipation of the kill, I rolled up my worn sweater sleeves.
Meanwhile, three doors down, Maryjane dealt with the sandwiches: double-decker BLT’s with guacamole and Dijon. She slipped them in her massive purse, that nappy one for knitting gear, and paid for them in quarters. I carefully scooted the lattes to one side of the counter. “Anything else?” asked the girl, cupping the grinds, black as ants, in one hand like some primeval exterminator. I smiled and tried to casually nod. Read the rest of this entry »